{.Her Story.}

So LJ tells me....

2008-12-22T04:28:18Z

I haven't posted in over 22 weeks..... *looks side to side*

Wow... I guess it has been a LONG time!

HELLO OUT THERE!

How is everyone???

----On the scoop in the past 22 weeks!----

-Im done my 1st semester of clinical year... *blinks* wow what a road *blinks again* In less then 4 more months.. I'll be a lab tech.. YIPPIE! (one of the reasons I haven't been on here) Im enjoying every bloody mintue of it but wow.. its really kicking my butt at times!

~I moved out and I dont live with mom hence why me have no internet

~Im also working another job (besides my lab asst) Im a phelbotomist at the hospital.. yes just say it cause I know you allllll want to.. IM A VAMPIRE! lol Drawing blood is fun and I make some nice mola xD

I think thats about it.. hhmmm...

Yup.. if I think of more maybe I'll post it.. we will see... well lets hope I can keep up on this... again...

Btw... my obsession for David Caruso has exploded into unbelieveable heights LMAO!! i got it baaaaaaaaaad for him

*hearts form around the head at the SMALLEST thought of him*

<33

tootles peeps!

{brie brie is out}

Im still here.. some where

2008-07-14T16:47:35Z

*so my bestest and I.. are no longer on good terms.. she back stabbed me.. Hurts a lot

*I started my night class.. its pretty cool

*Summer is going good.. Im jobless for 2 whole months.. blah. Do you know how hard it is to find a temp job? HARD!

My car needs work.. dont have the mola.. *gulps*

Thats it.. hope you guys are well!

**Oh yes.. and how could I forget.. thanks rita!! **

<33

Hahahaha

2008-06-13T19:44:59Z

LMAO

I find this ammusing

Lookie Lookie!!

2008-06-06T13:18:51Z

I'm so in love with my hair

=D

Whatcha Guys think?

FINALLY!

2008-06-03T23:27:03Z

I finally have my David Caruso hair!!! I got it done a few hours ago at the mall...

Pics to come soon =D

My Mind Is Gonna Unload Now..

2008-05-28T18:02:27Z

So what has been going on in brie brie's mind lately?

Whole lotta stuff!

Life has been … off and on... lets say. Some days things seem to be just fitting into place. Then other days things are just like "wait... you don't belong here! GO AWAY!"

Life at home has been extremely crazy. My mother and I have seemed to be fighting quite a bit lately. It's started since she started to get sick a little over a month ago. She likes to blame it on something I have been helping/doing with for the past 3 weeks. She is wrong. I know my mother... She has serve depression and it stubborn like a horse. That's why I love her. But then she has her days where she is NOT the mother I know. It's like she is a whole new person. And it makes me scream and wanna pull my hair out. Where is the woman that supposed to support me in everything I do? The one who wants me around? The one who didn't throw things in my face? I know she is sick and tired and just wants to be her old self again. I'm doing the best I can to help her... but her acting like this is pushing me off the edge. I don't know how I'm gonna last there much longer. When my clinical year begins, I'm gonna be so busy, its even funny. If she is acting like this now… what's it gonna be like in a few months?? =/

I have been helping a close friend for the past few weeks. I won't go into detail because I don't if they want this in the open too much. What has happened to them could be anyones worst nightmare. I'm not gonna sit there and watch them be helpless. That is not who I am. So who is my mother to judge me on what I am doing? I can see if I was helping a drug dealer or a addict. But she knows who I'm helping and for her to say the things she been saying is just something I DON'T need to hear right not. Any other time in my lifer she would have supported to through out this whole ordeal. And now she is treating me like crap. Maybe she is feeling jealous or neglected but I do what I can with her. I'm by her side when she needs me; I invite her to go along for rides, etc. But please Mom… I just don't need this! You know how I care for my friends like family… please… I don't need this!

School starts for me in about a month for my summer class and then my clinical year begins... the year of a roller coaster ride that I will never forget. The year were everything is gonna seem like too much and I'm just gonna want drop out and say "forget this…I'm out!" But I've worked too hard for this and I'm not gonna let it slip from me. So I will be Miss. Anti-Social for a bit... who cares... because when I get my title of Lab Tech, I will be on top of the world! And yes, I'm still the happy Asst Lab Tech at my college… how many people can say their that and they didn't even have their degree yet =D

Ok… I'm done… if you read this.., thanks for looking up on me.. I love you all!

xoxo

brie

Update

2008-05-21T14:11:03Z

Its been awhile.. so while I have little breaks here and there at work.. I shall update.

Even though this isnt much of a update.. I am always writing the same things again.. so I will make it quick.

I'm on summer break till July.. Im taking a summer night course.. dont ask why lol! I'm still working as the Asst. Lab Tech at my college.. My boss lady Linda is going away for the first 3 weeks in Aug. And we have a microbiology class going on during that time.. guess who will be the techy for that class? Me!! I'm not even a real tech yet and linda and the dean of science are letting me be one.. wooppiiee! I love it! I handle 85% of the micobiology goodies anyways.. man I love my bacteria! xD

My shows.. omggggg! The Finales were crazzzzy! Ok peoples.. I said I hated Amber and wanted her to die and get off the show.. I didnt think you guys heard me! Ya made her death awful! Jeeeeeeze. And almost killed Wilson emotionally! I ADORE this man and to see him cry and be in so much pain like that.. nearly killed me too. I cried like a big old baby! I had water falls coming outta my eyes! My bestest was like "OMG brie.. are you ok??" So yes.. lets not do that agin haha

And Miami! I kinda saw that coming.. He's been dodging bullets the past 6 seasons.. he was bound to get one sooner or later.. but why make it the season finale at the end of the show?! 4 months is WAY TOO LONG maaaannn!! Though I know hes not dead.. you cant have Miami without Horatio.. And I so get into this show.. when he got shot.. I felt this pain inside of me.. and I couldnt fall asleep because everytime I closed my eyes, I saw him on the ground.. awful I tell you..simply awful! Yes.. I'm a sad case.. go ahead.. make fun of me lol =p And whenever someone is threating him and or telling him off, trying to upset him... I just wanna jump in front of him and be like "hey buddy.. back off.. dont be messing with my Horatio or you will get the wrath of brie brie!"

Anyways.. I also thought I would share some pictures.. my fellow CSI Miami peeps might get a kick out of them =)

I just bought that for myself on Ebay.. how could I say no to THAT =D

My Front license plate frame on my rockin subaru.. cause you know I have been!! <33

Meet my birthday beta fish.. his name? I'll give ya 2 guesses... yes.. His name is Horatio.. he is just like him too.. always ready for anything and always watching his back.. and hes just as cute too =)

And last.. My mom got me the BEST birthday card ever this year! I screamed when I opened it up haha How freakin amazing is this!!

Okays.. thats about it.. hope you guys are well.. enjoy the summer!!

Aww!!

2008-04-16T16:23:06Z

I wicked love my job!

So I was sitting in the prep lab and out of no where 80% of the science dept, including the dean of science, came over and sang happy birthday to me.. with prof nutting holding a cake!

They are so thoughtful... they didnt have to do that and they did...

One of the many reasons why I love my job.. I work with amazing people

=)

*yippie... 22 today!*

Long time But....

2008-04-09T12:56:55Z

So brie brie hasnt been on here in a long time.. She just been too busy.. but there is one piece of news she would like to share...

I got accepted into the CLS (Clinical Lab Science) program at my school!!!

14 appiled and only 6 get in... and I was one of them!

I'm so very happy... nothing can being me down

=D

Woo Hoo!

2008-03-16T12:16:52Z

I'm outta the hospital.. still sick but at least I'm home.

I'm house sitting now...and I couldnt be happier.. I really missed these beautiful puppie doggies =)

Yuccccccck

2008-03-14T13:22:50Z

I'm in the hospital... sick..

this really stinks

the one good thing? Wireless

lol

I hope you guys are well!

Finally!!

2008-02-18T13:45:36Z

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After 7 long, awful months, Mom is FINALLY coming home! I am so happy.. I cant even begin to explain it!

Shes finally coming home!!

I cant WAIT until Wensday when I can go and pick her up!

(And.. haha My mom gave me a pick of DC in his bathing suit..*major giggles* He looks adorable!!)

Its a Quickie

2008-02-06T22:21:44Z

Quckie on me..

*Giving my 2 weeks at the docs on Monday.. THAT should be intersting!

*Mom is doing better.. they are pushing to get her home soon... *crosses fingers*

*School is awesome

*Wilson.. you can do better! She better treat you right or I will go down to LA myself and kick her butt! *major lol*

OK thats about it.. hope you guys are well!!

~Brie Brie

OMGOMGOMGYYAAAYYY!!!

2008-01-30T21:38:00Z

*does a happy dance*

I'm the new offical Asst Lab Tech at my college!!!

I am upgraded from work study to lab tech!!!

SSQQUUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Ouchy-ness

2008-01-24T20:27:50Z

So I sliced my thumb open pretty bad last night.. so I drove to the ER with one hand, as my thumb is bleeding nicely

Didn't need stitches but a tetness shot and butterfly type stitches where given.

That will be the last time I do dishes!

=p

Enter Title Here

2008-01-23T22:33:08Z

Ok… Annoyed-ness!

So I don’t have internet at my house anymore. I can only check goodies every so often. But thanks to the college library... I’m good.

Anyhoo… So life is stable right now. Everything is going smoothly. Mom is doing alright. Her trac is out…. FINALLY and her feeding tube came out too. They are trying to get her moved to a rehab in Gardner or maybe even home… we will have to see. I know if she was home, things might not seem so over whelming.

I started my last semester at the college last week. I apply for the CLS program in March. If I get in, I will start my clinical year at Heywood Hospital next fall… *crosses fingers* I am born to be in a lab... I love it too much!

I am annoyed with my other job. But there is nothing new there. I felt so rushed today… I wanted to scream! They just kept handing me piles and piles of stuff to do and when I finally got all of it done, more stuff was added on, about 2 hrs before the office was to close. And I kept getting the run around from the doctor about when to ask him questions and all that. So at the end of the day, as I was told to ask him stuff, he said to ask him during the day… MAKE YOUR MIND UP!! *pulls hair out* Then he’s already got his coat on, charts in hands and is ready to leave at 4:15… so guess who couldn’t ask her questions?? AAHH! So if I get yelled at on Monday cause patients/stuff wasn’t called in, I will F.L.I.P! If I get this “job” that I applied for, it will be buh bye to the doctor’s office!

Ok... I am done for now. I hope you guys are well! Oh… I miss HOUSE MD and CSI Miami (wait... Miami’s final was on already...but still... That was fast!) I hope this writes strike ends soon... I miss my obsessions… haha Anyways... see ya peeps later…

Lets...

2008-01-14T14:33:05Z

... do a survaaaaay

1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
I was just getting up

2. What do you think of your last kiss?
What kiss?

3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
No

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
Nope

5. When was the last time you went out of state?
Long time ago.. Last summer I think to Maine or the beach

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Yes.. I saw Sweeny Todd for the 2nd time on Friday <3

7. What was the last alcoholic thing you had to drink?
Um.. Parrot Bay rum drink thingy.. So good haha

8. Who was the last person to hear you cry?
2 friends and my mother….

9. Who was the last person to make you smile?
Friends and Alan haha

10. What was the last food you ate?
Dinner last night.. I’m hungry!!

11. What was the last drink you had?
Water

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No.. just my Snape Doll xD

13. Do you have a pet?
Fish, guinea pig and a pain in the butt cat that my mother owns

14. What did you do last night?
Hung out at Marci’s (where I still am), made a music video

15. Where are you now?
At Marci’s in her living room

16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be?
LONDON!!

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
IPod stuff

18. One thing you don't like about yourself?
I’m negative about myself

19. What does the 10th text in your inbox say?
*looks* We’re supposed to go to church tomorrow but now I cant reach her

20. Do you miss anyone?
Mom =((

21. Last movie you saw?
Um.. Silent Hill.. CREEPY!

22. What are your plans for tomorrow?
Working in the labs.. Physical therapy

23. Did you have fun today?
It hasn’t really started yet

24. Who is your last text message from?
Care Bear

25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Yes

26. What do you know about the future?
Nothing

27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Marci

28. Where were you going?
Margie’s and taco bell

30. What was your summer like?
Alright.. Could have been a little better…

31. Did you meet anyone new today?
Once again.. Its only 9:25 am!

32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
8 piercings in my ears and 3 tattoos

33. How do you like your soda?
Cold

34. Who was the last person to make you cry?
I wont be talking about it

35. What did you do today?
Nothing.. AGAIN its still the morning

36. What day is tomorrow?
Tuesday

37. What is your current mood?
Sleepy!

38. Why?
Cause I woke up at 730 and didn’t have to

39. What happened to #39?
Its MIA

40. What are you going to do now?
IDK.. Look for some food? lol

My 1st Video

2008-01-14T14:16:32Z

So.. I decided to try and play with this idea of making videos... here is my 1st one.. Alan Rickman of course *hehe* Tell me what ya think if you watch it please =)

Friendship

2008-01-03T04:22:06Z

So this has been on my mind for the past few weeks so I thought I would do a little blogging on it.

Friends and friendship… they are amazing. Friends come and go.. some stay with you a life time... some are a huge part of your life and then all of a sudden are gone without notice.

We’ve all been told that when we get older, we will come to see who are real friends are. And we always would reply “ha.. never.. we will always be friends forever”. Well, this past few weeks, I have defiantly see the truth in what I was always told.

I have many friends who been a true blessing in my life.. In more ways then one. As most of you know, my mom has been sick in the hospital for the past 6 months. I have gone through a lot, but certain people stuck by me and did what they could. And if it wasn’t for them, it would have been a yikes on my end…

To Marci.. My amazing best friend.. You have been there through thick and thin, never gave up. The past 6 yrs have been great with you as my bestest! You’re my sister and an amazing mother to Savannah. I couldn’t ask for a better best friend. We have gotten on each others nerves, bugged the crap outta each other and we clashed many times, but in the end.. We are still.. BFFE! I LOVE YOU (In a Non-homosexual way haha)

Amy.. We became so close in the past 2 years and its been a true blessing.. You are def the sweetest person I have ever meet. Always caring and supportive.. When I needed a hug, you were there to give it! Love you my Tinker Bell!

Amber.. My goober.. Another best of mine.. Always caring for the people around you and never about yourself…you have gone outta your way to help me more then once. We also may have clashed, but you will always be someone I can trust and always turn to! I love you! Eeven though you called me a species and said I should never spawn... LOL

SueBird.. We became real close… closer then I ever thought we would ever be. You have made a huge impact on my life...always giving me great advice. Always there when I needed you.. You were just a phone call away.. We both have crazy schedules but that’s the way our lives are going.. But your SUPERAMAZING! I love you! ::huggies for Sue:: Um Cheese?

Danielle.. I known you all my life.. Always having a smile on your face and whenever I needed that laugh.. I could turned to you. You’re the longest friend I ever had. (21 = yrs and still going strong!) And I still remember the day I left for Georgia… and the day I returned.. 3 years later. Between the tears, stupid fights, and our tea parties w/ pickles.. We’re still friends! Yay I love my Danielle!

Erin.. You care so deeply about me and always looking out for me. We both seemed to be different people in high school , but when college came around.. Wham.. We were like magnets! Giggling, laughing, sharing stories, giving advice…. And ragging on men! *haha* Its been wonderful having you so close to me! Our inside jokes are the best! Love ya! Xoxo *burps* GREEN, PURPLE, MAGENTA!

Raj.. The one dude I can actually trust in this flipping world.. You’re a cool dude in my book.. Probably the best guy friend I will ever have.. You’ve done more for me then I think a guy will ever do for me! Maybe…. Hahaha.. I love ya voldy mort!

And too 2 very unique friends… we have never meet but both have you have made a impact in my life to the point were my friends actually talk about you and ask how you are! *texting sound goes off.. 20 bucks its Rita!* The giggles, the talks of our “men” (Mrs. Sherwood!)... to support for each other and ranting… the talks of college and just plain life… you both are great and I’m so glad to have meet you! We have made some good memories and I hope to make more in the future. Who knows.. maybe one day will can actually meet! Love you Ashley and Rita!

And to everyone else I did not mention.. don’t think your not important in my life. YOU ALL ARE!

And the other little thing that’s been eating at me. I have so many friends that I have lost in the past.. Wither to death, just plan drama or we just grown apart.. Its so sad. I think about the awesome memories and to think they are just in the past….To think there will never be a future with them, kills me inside. There are one or 2 people that come to mind that I have lost due to drama or whatever you want to call it. I miss them.. More then words can say. But I don’t know if it will ever be the same…Even today, I have some friends who I’m slowly growing apart from and I really don’t want that.. I wanna do everything I can to save them from slipping.. But I can only do so much…

But that’s all for now.... If you read this.. Thanxs.. And I LOVE YOU ALL!

Again..

2007-12-31T22:41:56Z

Something The Lord Made is an amazing movie.. the partnership that was not right in society and for them to make a brave move and create a surgery to save lives... pure gold!

It's so good... !

Alan Rickman played the perfect doctor too!

Can I just say...

2007-12-24T03:34:47Z

SWEENY TODD WAS AWESOME!!!!!!

Alan Rickman.. I simply adore you.. your voice is music to my ears

*dreamy sigh*

<333

Blah

2007-12-13T22:49:59Z

Quick update

-Finals are this week.. I had my math one today and it was h-a-r-d! I hope I did alright.. My A&P one is tomorrow.. I think I will be going into that feeling very good.

-Mom is extremely bitter. She feels like she wont be coming home.. And that is getting to me more then I want it to. They want to move her and well.. Its going to be a far place… great. That’s all I need. And with Christmas right around the corner.. *sigh* So I don’t think Christmas will be the same this year =((

-Its snowing like there is no tomorrow! My car is like.. covered.. I can barley even see the wheels!

-I am seeing a bone doc Monday about my leg.. The one that has a plate in it. I been having a lot of pain lately with it and so Dr. Noreldin ordered x-rays and the results were in yesterday. The doc read it in front of me and said "Make yourself an appointment with Dr. Almasria... " and so I did. Then I looked at the report and it said something about sub acute injury to a part of the bone and recommended to be looked into further or something along those lines and I said to Dr. Noreldin "What does that mean?" He said "Your plate could be causing the pain your having.. I will give you some anti-inflammatory meds.... your plate might have to come out in order for the pain to go away" Yay….. that’s all I wanted to here.. So wish me luck

Ok.. that’s all for now.. Back to studying the human body

lab_tech_16 @ 2007-11-22T11:08:00

2007-11-22T16:09:01Z

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!

Enjoy all your yummy food!

=)

so...

2007-11-16T21:38:54Z

I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lab_tech_16 @ 2007-11-13T18:07:00

2007-11-13T23:09:20Z

Your amazing Jeff.. Oh how I love you!!

=D