[	Current Location	|	General Bio Lab	]
[	Current Mood	|	indescribable	]
[	Current Music	|	Ok.. Enough with the Roof Fixing People!	]

So what has been going on in brie brie's mind lately?

Whole lotta stuff!

Life has been … off and on... lets say. Some days things seem to be just fitting into place. Then other days things are just like "wait... you don't belong here! GO AWAY!"

Life at home has been extremely crazy. My mother and I have seemed to be fighting quite a bit lately. It's started since she started to get sick a little over a month ago. She likes to blame it on something I have been helping/doing with for the past 3 weeks. She is wrong. I know my mother... She has serve depression and it stubborn like a horse. That's why I love her. But then she has her days where she is NOT the mother I know. It's like she is a whole new person. And it makes me scream and wanna pull my hair out. Where is the woman that supposed to support me in everything I do? The one who wants me around?  The one who didn't throw things in my face? I know she is sick and tired and just wants to be her old self again. I'm doing the best I can to help her... but her acting like this is pushing me off the edge. I don't know how I'm gonna last there much longer. When my clinical year begins, I'm gonna be so busy, its even funny. If she is acting like this now… what's it gonna be like in a few months??  =/

I have been helping a close friend for the past few weeks. I won't go into detail because I don't if they want this in the open too much. What has happened to them could be anyones worst nightmare. I'm not gonna sit there and watch them be helpless. That is not who I am. So who is my mother to judge me on what I am doing? I can see if I was helping a drug dealer or a addict. But she knows who I'm helping and for her to say the things she been saying is just something I DON'T need to hear right not. Any other time in my lifer she would have supported to through out this whole ordeal. And now she is treating me like crap. Maybe she is feeling jealous or neglected but I do what I can with her. I'm by her side when she needs me; I invite her to go along for rides, etc. But please Mom… I just don't need this! You know how I care for my friends like family… please… I don't need this!

School starts for me in about a month for my summer class and then my clinical year begins... the year of a roller coaster ride that I will never forget. The year were everything is gonna seem like too much and I'm just gonna want drop out and say "forget this…I'm out!"  But I've worked too hard for this and I'm not gonna let it slip from me. So I will be Miss. Anti-Social for a bit... who cares... because when I get my title of Lab Tech, I will be on top of the world! And yes, I'm still the happy Asst Lab Tech at my college… how many people can say their that and they didn't even have their degree yet =D

Ok… I'm done… if you read this.., thanks for looking up on me.. I love you all!

xoxo

brie

[	Current Location	|	Anp 1 Lab	]
[	Current Mood	|	accomplished	]

So brie brie hasnt been on here in a long time.. She just been too busy.. but there is one piece of news she would like to share...


I got accepted into the CLS (Clinical Lab Science) program at my school!!! 

14 appiled and only 6 get in... and I was one of them!

I'm so very happy... nothing can being me down

=D

[	Current Location	|	Heywood Hospital	]
[	Current Mood	|	sick	]
[	Current Music	|	Sounds of the nurses station	]

I'm in the hospital... sick..

this really stinks

the one good thing? Wireless 

lol

I hope you guys are well!

[	Current Location	|	MWCC	]
[	Current Mood	|	lazy	]

Quckie on me..


*Giving my 2 weeks at the docs on Monday.. THAT should be intersting!

*Mom is doing better.. they are pushing to get her home soon... *crosses fingers*

*School is awesome

*Wilson.. you can do better! She better treat you right or I will go down to LA myself and kick her butt! *major lol*


OK thats about it.. hope you guys are well!!

~Brie Brie

[	Current Location	|	MWCC	]
[	Current Mood	|	annoyed	]
[	Current Music	|	Its too quiet in a library..	]

Ok… Annoyed-ness! 

So I don’t have internet at my house anymore. I can only check goodies every so often. But thanks to the college library... I’m good.

Anyhoo… So life is stable right now. Everything is going smoothly. Mom is doing alright. Her trac is out…. FINALLY and her feeding tube came out too. They are trying to get her moved to a rehab in Gardner or maybe even home… we will have to see. I know if she was home, things might not seem so over whelming.

I started my last semester at the college last week.  I apply for the CLS program in March. If I get in, I will start my clinical year at Heywood Hospital next fall… *crosses fingers* I am born to be in a lab... I love it too much!

I am annoyed with my other job. But there is nothing new there. I felt so rushed today… I wanted to scream! They just kept handing me piles and piles of stuff to do and when I finally got all of it done, more stuff was added on, about 2 hrs before the office was to close. And I kept getting the run around from the doctor about when to ask him questions and all that. So at the end of the day, as I was told to ask him stuff, he said to ask him during the day… MAKE YOUR MIND UP!! *pulls hair out* Then he’s already got his coat on, charts in hands and is ready to leave at 4:15… so guess who couldn’t ask her questions?? AAHH! So if I get yelled at on Monday cause patients/stuff wasn’t called in, I will F.L.I.P! If I get this “job” that I applied for, it will be buh bye to the doctor’s office!

Ok... I am done for now. I hope you guys are well! Oh… I miss HOUSE MD and CSI Miami (wait... Miami’s final was on already...but still... That was fast!) I hope this writes strike ends soon... I miss my obsessions… haha Anyways... see ya peeps later…

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... do a survaaaaay

[	Tags	|	frienships, life	]
[	Current Location	|	Marci's	]
[	Current Mood	|	thoughtful	]
[	Current Music	|	Techno	]

Friends and friendship… they are amazing. Friends come and go.. some stay with you a life time... some are a huge part of your life and then all of a sudden are gone without notice.

We’ve all been told that when we get older, we will come to see who are real friends are. And we always would reply “ha.. never.. we will always be friends forever”. Well, this past few weeks, I have defiantly see the truth in what I was always told.

I have many friends who been a true blessing in my life.. In more ways then one. As most of you know, my mom has been sick in the hospital for the past 6 months. I have gone through a lot, but certain people stuck by me and did what they could. And if it wasn’t for them, it would have been a yikes on my end…

To Marci.. My amazing best friend.. You have been there through thick and thin, never gave up. The past 6 yrs have been great with you as my bestest! You’re my sister and an amazing mother to Savannah. I couldn’t ask for a better best friend. We have gotten on each others nerves, bugged the crap outta each other and we clashed many times, but in the end.. We are still.. BFFE! I LOVE YOU (In a Non-homosexual way haha)

Amy.. We became so close in the past 2 years and its been a true blessing.. You are def the sweetest person I have ever meet. Always caring and supportive.. When I needed a hug, you were there to give it! Love you my Tinker Bell!

Amber.. My goober.. Another best of mine.. Always caring for the people around you and never about yourself…you have gone outta your way to help me more then once. We also may have clashed, but you will always be someone I can trust and always turn to! I love you! Eeven though you called me a species and said I should never spawn... LOL

SueBird.. We became real close… closer then I ever thought we would ever be. You have made a huge impact on my life...always giving me great advice. Always there when I needed you.. You were just a phone call away.. We both have crazy schedules but that’s the way our lives are going.. But your SUPERAMAZING! I love you! ::huggies for Sue::  Um Cheese?

Danielle.. I known you all my life.. Always having a smile on your face and whenever I needed that laugh.. I could turned to you. You’re the longest friend I ever had. (21 = yrs and still going strong!) And I still remember the day I left for Georgia… and the day I returned.. 3 years later. Between the tears, stupid fights, and our tea parties w/ pickles.. We’re still friends! Yay I love my Danielle!

Erin.. You care so deeply about me and always looking out for me. We both seemed to be different people in high school , but when college came around.. Wham.. We were like magnets! Giggling, laughing, sharing stories, giving advice…. And ragging on men! *haha* Its been wonderful having you so close to me! Our inside jokes are the best! Love ya! Xoxo *burps* GREEN, PURPLE, MAGENTA!

Raj.. The one dude I can actually trust in this flipping world.. You’re a cool dude in my book.. Probably the best guy friend I will ever have.. You’ve done more for me then I think a guy will ever do for me! Maybe…. Hahaha.. I love ya voldy mort!

And too 2 very unique friends… we have never meet but both have you have made a impact in my life to the point were my friends actually talk about you and ask how you are! *texting  sound goes off.. 20 bucks its Rita!* The giggles, the talks of our “men” (Mrs. Sherwood!)... to support for each other and ranting… the talks of college and just plain life… you both are great and I’m so glad to have meet you! We have made some good memories and I hope to make more in the future. Who knows.. maybe one day will can actually meet! Love you Ashley and Rita!

And to everyone else I did not mention.. don’t think your not important in my life. YOU ALL ARE!

And the other little thing that’s been eating at me. I have so many friends that I have lost in the past.. Wither to death, just plan drama or we just grown apart.. Its so sad. I think about the awesome memories and to think they are just in the past….To think there will never be a future with them, kills me inside. There are one or 2 people that come to mind that I have lost due to drama or whatever you want to call it. I miss them.. More then words can say. But I don’t know if it will ever be the same…Even today, I have some friends who I’m slowly growing apart from and I really don’t want that.. I wanna do everything I can to save them from slipping.. But I can only do so much…

But that’s all for now.... If you read this.. Thanxs.. And I LOVE YOU ALL!

[	Current Location	|	home	]
[	Current Mood	|	thoughtful	]
[	Current Music	|	Watching "Something The Lord Made"	]

 Something The Lord Made is an amazing movie.. the partnership that was not right in society and for them to make a brave move and create a surgery to save lives... pure gold!

It's so good... !

Alan Rickman played the perfect doctor too!

=)